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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

so tired, still had to go school. tml still have PE, surely kena torture by mr tan. waha. these few days, aft sch, is either slack at mamashop or inter. today went wanyi's house. she bought two small lil cute hamsters. both active but one of them dammit rough. that stupid hamster of hers kept finding fights with the another one & scratched till it bleed. we watched tong hua mong xiang by andy lau. not bad, touching. update some videos, haha. all by guojie, the 'stunts' he did was actually i taught him to do so, those stupid ideas of mine. haha. got work on thurs,fri & sun...hmm

i kept telling maself to quit smoking, but it doesnt work. sometimes temptation & addiction would affect me. i didnt want it either. so regretful..

in eng class, i was there day dreaming & thinking of things while the teacher "talking to herself". i thought of many things. why girls always get sad & cry over guys so much? in ma point, i think its you yourself control your own emotion, you decide how you feel & do. not those fking guys cause it. yeah, they have faults, but girls shouldnt cry or get sad because of them. youre sad, he didnt care. you cry?- none of his business anyway! its just how we think, its like if you kept thinking that -that bastard ditch me here, im all alone, i love him so much, how could he do this to me??- that whatever bastard ditch you, oh so what? no more guys would love you? you are alone?, whatabt your friends?isnt them humans too? you said he did this to you?then you shouldnt love him anymore. actually, this kind of things, he more you think, the more youre sad, the more you cry. whatabt- though he ditch me but i wont give up easily, i will be strong & try ways to win him back. sacrifice anything for love is worth it.- if you want him back, dont need to be shag, hang on tight. or- that fucking short dick guy, ditch me yeah. so what? ditch me ditch me la. i wont lose ma face, i dont believe no other guy would want me. ditch me? big fuck!- get strong. dont let the guy think that you cant live without him. imagine him ditching you & sees you aft sometime you are still that cheerful & active, he'll be shock.

sometimes God want you & your guy to separate its not because of he wanted to break up both of you or anything. its just that he want you to find a better guy, the one who loves you & dotes you more. so you musnt be unhappy instead of being happy & excited. you just have to be waiting for the next guy, you dont know who. its just the matter of time, you just need to get freaking excited.

because of you, im ashame of my life.; 6:44 AM

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videos.

curse of the golden leg partI
curse of the golden leg part2
to be continued for the last episode..

stuntman>GJ.x)
he wanna catch those 3yrs old little kids's innocent mind..

GJ being tied up.
tied up-ed GJ.x)