Wednesday, September 20, 2006
talked to alot of people yesterday. found that that none really can understand what i feel & how i think, even him. im not blaming anyone. ive said already, the problem lies with me, not anybody else. such a thing is not something that could get over it so fast, i need time. & i need people to understand, give me time. dont rush. & i really dont wish any other else to blame themself, esp him. & people come tell me that he cant sleep well or eat well. what for? i just need time, not break. fuck.
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3:00 AM
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When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to
the depths of their souls
and
you say a million things
without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmic beatings
of their very heart.
